Pregnant Again — Terrified and Hopeful

Everyone says pregnancy after loss is a 'rainbow baby journey'. For me, every scan was agony. Here's the honest truth of what it means to try again. The joy people expected me to feel was tangled up with fear I couldn't explain. Baby Loss Retreat's pregnancy-after-loss support gave me a space to hold both feelings at once, without judgement, and helped me find my way through the most anxious nine months of my life.